Sunday, December 11, 2011

Me & Myself

Everything that happen around us is for a reason and no one does anything without a reason. The reasoning of a person is based on his trust/belief. Depending upon the circumstances they grow up, each person develop their own trust and start believing in it. When two persons of different belief meet each other the situation would be chaotic.

One start to develop their trust by reasoning it. As I believe they will start to reason anything which they don't know I mean they will argue the pros and cons internally or as they call it analyze the situation and will come to the conclusion based on the analysis. It is not always sure that we arrive at the correct solution. some time we come up with some extraordinary solution which would eventually turn out to be a bad decision. The point here is as and when we make the wrong decision we learn from it. we will just realize the point which we missed in our decision making and will remember to consider it when we encounter the same situation again.

We will be crossing many such situations in our day to day life and all our decision here makes him a perfect man. There are people who keeps on arguing about the pros and cons and will never come to any conclusion. They will be fearing their decision and will be afraid to face the consequences. In fact, I myself was one such person who fears to make decisions. But one thing which i noticed is they are powerful in making the decision for know things only when something new comes they will be prolonging their arguments till the last minute and when the time comes they will go with the momentary decision which ever comes to their mind and not with the analyzed decision. If luck favors then the decision would be successful.

I may be wrong here but the pain and stress they undergo to make a decision in new things is pretty huge. Only thing is no one know it and it is not one such thing which can be discussed with anyone because it would be like you will be arguing against yourself. In either way you will lose and gain. One thing which made me realize this is an argument with one of my friend about some topic which i don't remember right now. It was like he was arguing positively and i was against the topic and it went on so long and eventually at one point of time he started to give up and agree on what i said but i couldn't accept that he gave up. I just felt that he is not convinced by my words but is giving up because the argument is prolonging. I started motivating him by supporting his thoughts and it was like i was against myself and was breaking all the strong points which i made earlier.

It was like Me & myself arguing against each other and it went on endlessly. As i mentioned earlier i couldn't arrive at an analyzed solution at that point of time rather i can just keep that off from my mind in the name of god. What ever I did, I started to blame it against god. Be it good or bad, I started to convince myself that the outcome is gods decision and because he wanted me to that i am doing this. I felt better and relieved stress fully. The problem started again with arguing my way of believing in god. my argument against myself was stupid but at the same time i feel that this is something which no one has looked at it and putting the thoughts saying what if it(my belief towards god) is correct ?

The argument never ends as it happens inside my mind what ever solution I come up with, I argue against it with some other reason. It gave me one belief such that you can never get yourself satisfied fully and hence a person will not be good to everyone. I do not know when the argument inside me will end but i believe that me arguing against myself is the one good source of my wisdom!!!.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Kshatriyas Extermination

We have been enjoying all the pleasures provided by the technology. Everyday we keep on noticing some new inventions, we even hear rumors about few advanced technologies and we may never know when those dream will come true. But here we are enjoying happy moments of life. Our life now are not without problems as well, there are mere day to day problems like, daily power cuts, money inflation and problem of survival.

if i take a deeper dive into these problems and see their origin. They were not something which existed long back. The problem of power cut were not faced by ancient people becoz electricity was not invented those days. There were no money inflation problem as there were abundant resources available. There were survival problem but that's not because of the inflation and society but for war. I didn't meant to say that there weren't problems in ancient days all i meant to say is that they had problem of their time which they were facing happily and lived freely.

so what caused all these problems? when i asked this question myself there were lot of answers revolving around and first thing came to my mind was whom to accuse and how to accuse. I never realized the problem that resided in me. we people complain about many things and everyone and always think that what we do is correct and what we understand is the world but in real the world extends way far beyond our knowledge our understanding is not even one millionth part of it. we have lost many of our talents, race, art and we call our self as an icon for culture when we our self has been spoiling it.

my recent readings depicted this kind of situation in ancient history. It was about Rama son of Jamadagni (Parasurama). It was said that he exterminated Kshatriya's from this world 7 times. The times that earth underwent bereft of Kshatriya's were very much bitter and it is really hard for me to reproduce here. It is always said that the duty of a Brahman is to perform sacrifices and that of Vaishyas is to increase the wealth and that of Kshatriya is to protect them. There is one another race called sudras who are meant to serve the other three. In the absence of Kshatriya's there will be no one to protect. Not only that ancient sages has written vedas and sastras about what each kind of people have to do and the qualities they should posses. A kshatriya is one who not only protects people but also lives according to that standard.

Its very hard to see one such kind of person now a days whats even hurting is that whenever a person is engaged in fighting or even in quarrel people started believing that he is bad this gets worse when they come to know that if he has taken life of a person. But in ancient days that was the duty of Kshatriya we can even say that we are respecting people who serve for this country in military and police departments but in real we are kind of step away from these people we do not know these people we always step aside budge for anything for peaceful life. we even lose our self-respect.

Pride and Honor used to be our address once. self-respect is what we live for and look at what we have become. very few people i would say that still lives or at-least try to achieve those. what has happened ? and what has changed us completely?. Every one in this world lives based on their belief whether he is good or evil he will be believing something and will be living for it. Something has happened which changed our entire belief we are now doubting anything and everything that is around us. we our self has lost our trust and we are not trustworthy any more. Everyday our belief is changing as we are not living for the belief we are living for survival as we started to believe "Do anything for survival, As long as i live i don't care anybody doing anything and i will do anything to live the life better".

Many people don't even realize it. there is no one to protect the virtue and modesty. Everything is dead and buried as the Kshatriya's has been exterminated.