Me & Myself

Everything that happen around us is for a reason and no one does anything without a reason. The reasoning of a person is based on his trust/belief. Depending upon the circumstances they grow up, each person develop their own trust and start believing in it. When two persons of different belief meet each other the situation would be chaotic.

One start to develop their trust by reasoning it. As I believe they will start to reason anything which they don't know I mean they will argue the pros and cons internally or as they call it analyze the situation and will come to the conclusion based on the analysis. It is not always sure that we arrive at the correct solution. some time we come up with some extraordinary solution which would eventually turn out to be a bad decision. The point here is as and when we make the wrong decision we learn from it. we will just realize the point which we missed in our decision making and will remember to consider it when we encounter the same situation again.

We will be crossing many such situations in our day to day life and all our decision here makes him a perfect man. There are people who keeps on arguing about the pros and cons and will never come to any conclusion. They will be fearing their decision and will be afraid to face the consequences. In fact, I myself was one such person who fears to make decisions. But one thing which i noticed is they are powerful in making the decision for know things only when something new comes they will be prolonging their arguments till the last minute and when the time comes they will go with the momentary decision which ever comes to their mind and not with the analyzed decision. If luck favors then the decision would be successful.

I may be wrong here but the pain and stress they undergo to make a decision in new things is pretty huge. Only thing is no one know it and it is not one such thing which can be discussed with anyone because it would be like you will be arguing against yourself. In either way you will lose and gain. One thing which made me realize this is an argument with one of my friend about some topic which i don't remember right now. It was like he was arguing positively and i was against the topic and it went on so long and eventually at one point of time he started to give up and agree on what i said but i couldn't accept that he gave up. I just felt that he is not convinced by my words but is giving up because the argument is prolonging. I started motivating him by supporting his thoughts and it was like i was against myself and was breaking all the strong points which i made earlier.

It was like Me & myself arguing against each other and it went on endlessly. As i mentioned earlier i couldn't arrive at an analyzed solution at that point of time rather i can just keep that off from my mind in the name of god. What ever I did, I started to blame it against god. Be it good or bad, I started to convince myself that the outcome is gods decision and because he wanted me to that i am doing this. I felt better and relieved stress fully. The problem started again with arguing my way of believing in god. my argument against myself was stupid but at the same time i feel that this is something which no one has looked at it and putting the thoughts saying what if it(my belief towards god) is correct ?

The argument never ends as it happens inside my mind what ever solution I come up with, I argue against it with some other reason. It gave me one belief such that you can never get yourself satisfied fully and hence a person will not be good to everyone. I do not know when the argument inside me will end but i believe that me arguing against myself is the one good source of my wisdom!!!.